Salam semua. Apa khabar semua .
So topic for today is BUNTU. Tapi bukan topic yang sebnarnya more like what i feel right now. Ya. BUNTU about everything. I dont know. Like i have be given an opportunity like i can make my own choices but i guest they just want me to follow what they want. Not my heart.
Why I cant learn my own lesson? Why they think I can avoid all the problem by follow what they think is the best for me? Ya, I know they love me, they wont me get heart like they did. But cant i just get my lesson for what i choose? Sometime bad decision teach us to make a good decision for the future. U can't explain the experience, u have to through it.
Sampai bila aku kena ikut cakap orang? Sampai bila baru aku boleh buat keputusan sendiri ? Kalau benda tu susah kenapa ada orang boleh melaluinya dengan mudah ? Kalau orang lain boleh buat silap dan belajar dari kesilapan kenapa tidak aku ? I just want to feel happy . Cant u understand what i felt right now?
Ya Allah. Kuatkan aku untuk terus bahagiakan mereka.
Apaapa pun u guys is more important to me. So I guess ur guys punya happiness lebih penting than mine kot.
I hope u guys happy. All i did is just for you. Cause I love u more .
NOTAKAKI : Dont worry about me. U already decide how I can be happy right.
